I SAY friends only, but in reality, a good chunk of my entries liiike, at least 90% are public anyway, ahaha, totally leave a comment tho, whether it's here or somewhere else in here to be added.

jsyk I like to write fic and obsess over ridiculous things like icon-making. Don't even get me started on the gifs.

I don't bite and I think I'm pretty friendly if not rambly and I like to flail about tons of things, even though I readily admit that SMAP takes up the majority of my time. ♥

If none of the above turns you off, then yesssss  (*´∀｀*)人(*´∀｀*)

DESPITE MY DISAPPEARING ACT DD:

I figure most of you know that it's the tumblr allure that pulled me away from lj basically completely this past century and a half BUT I PROMISE YOU ALL I have been creeping and lurking and stalking you guys and my friends page and comms on and off all this while so I don't feel as if I've completely emancipated myself from lj altho really from the look of my blog you'd think I had rite ;;

so the point of this post in the first place is me basically trying to segway myself in and try my hardest to act as if i haven't been on this badboy for ages ahaha and can I just say I have no idea why at least half of you still have me friended because i'm clearly a terrible person BUT i'm ridiculously grateful <3 all the same and have so much to catch up on idek 

SRSLY THO I EVEN CHANGED MY BLOG'S LAYOUT AND ORGANIZED ALL MY TAGS A LITTLE MORE THAN TWO MONTHS AGO BC I WANTED TO GET BACK ON and well that didn't work out so well did it

but i'm trying to repent and honestly WHAT'S UP WITH YOU GUYS? tell me everything and anything because i'm genuinely curious and i feel so out of the loop it's ridick AND I MISS ALL OF THIS tumblr will never ever be the same it's so hard to connect to friends on there and hold convos and things

p.s. if my next post is icons or fic or feels or smth don't be surprised? but then again i suppose that's what my blog's always been about anyway lol so the heads up is redudant lol

★ VOICE COMPLETELY SHOT? ☑
★ HEART RACING AT THE THOUGHT OF LAST NIGHT? ☑
★ NO HOPE OF RETURNING TO THE PERSON I ONCE WAS BEFORE? ☑

MONKEY MAJIK CONCERT. I WAS AT IT LAST NIGHT.

IT'S PRETTY MUCH NEAR MIRACULOUS THAT I'M ALIVE ENOUGH TO BE WRITING ANY OF THIS TBH. AND I DON'T THINK I MENTIONED I WAS GOING ON LJ AT ALL.


( where i place a cut in consideration of everyone who doesn't give a shit ahahaCollapse )

Besides the fact I've pretty much dropped off the face of lj, I have actually wanted to update this badboy because I am alive and I do lurk every other day or so, lol. But I think I'll blather on about RL in a separate post.

BUT I RECENTLY REMEMBERED I PROMISED AIKA castelfranca LIKE AT LEAST PROBABLY 2 MONTHS AGO THAT I'D GIVE HER SOME SMAP FIC RECS AND I WAS RE-READING A LOT OF SMAP FICS LAST WEEK ANDAND I SUDDENLY WANTED TO DO IT LOL. SO UHH EVEN IF YOU DON'T NEED IT ANYMORE AIKA I'M GOING TO DO IT ANYWAY JUST BECAUSE I CAN 8D;;

   SMAP FIC RECS THAT AREN'T IN ANY PARTICULAR ORDER AND'LL PROBABLY BE MISSING GEMS DESPITE THE LENGTH AND ME TRYING NOT TO BE BIASED 


( where i rec a shit load of fic and have no regretsCollapse )