Besides the fact I've pretty much dropped off the face of lj, I have actually wanted to update this badboy because I am alive and I do lurk every other day or so, lol. But I think I'll blather on about RL in a separate post.
BUT I RECENTLY REMEMBERED I PROMISED AIKA castelfranca LIKE AT LEAST PROBABLY 2 MONTHS AGO THAT I'D GIVE HER SOME SMAP FIC RECS AND I WAS RE-READING A LOT OF SMAP FICS LAST WEEK ANDAND I SUDDENLY WANTED TO DO IT LOL. SO UHH EVEN IF YOU DON'T NEED IT ANYMORE AIKA I'M GOING TO DO IT ANYWAY JUST BECAUSE I CAN 8D;;
SMAP FIC RECS THAT AREN'T IN ANY PARTICULAR ORDER AND'LL PROBABLY BE MISSING GEMS DESPITE THE LENGTH AND ME TRYING NOT TO BE BIASED
⋆ sun-dried tomato linguine in chicken alfredo sauce | tsuyoshi/shingo | g | tsuristyle
tsuyoshi sat still, conscious of how warm shingo was and the way his shirt had fallen forward onto tsuyoshi's chest.
⋆ shigusa | tsuyoshi/shingo | r | tsuristyle
shingo could see tsuyoshi's reflection in the windshield, vague and insubstantial, softly lightening and darkening with the passing of each streetlight.
⋆ practice | nakai/tsuyoshi | g | tsuristyle
nakai watched as he drank, eyes sliding down his bandmate's neck and away again. they sat quietly, passing the water back and forth, until nakai suddenly took a deep breath and said: "want to practice?"
⋆ a long drive | smap | g | tsuristyle
tsuyoshi pulled the map off of his face. "shingo, stop bothering nakai." he held out his hand. shingo took it, and contented himself with staring out the window. it was quiet for a brief, blissful moment, until goro leaned forward. "i think i forgot one of my hair gels. can we go back for it?"
⋆ new york, new york | smap | nc-17 | tsuristyle
kimura returned carrying the leftover champagne. he took a swig from the bottle and held it out, drizzling cool liquid onto shingo's chest, and then watched in breathless fascination as goro bent over, drinking it in kisses and sweeping his tongue up to circle one peaked nipple.
⋆ group secret | smap | nc-17 | tsuristyle
nakai folded his arms, ears turning red. "now wait a sec, i was piss-drunk at the time, not to mentioned it was supposed to be a secret--" he glanced at tsuyoshi "--so if you think i'm going to just hop into bed with you without-- without--"
⋆ shiawase ni narou yo (all my soul remix) | nakai/tsuyoshi/shingo | pg-13 | tsuristyle
hikoichi stares at him for a long moment, smoke curling up between them, and then looks away. "instinct, huh?' he flicks ash onto the pavement. "do you always follow your instincts like that?"⋆ of things that aren't | nakai/goro | g | faiee
a smile blooms on goro’s face and nakai can’t help but grin. he tells himself that it’s only because panicky goro is amusing, and it has nothing to do with the fact that goro and kimura care, and even less to do with the way goro’s face lights up when he smiles.
⋆ first times | nakai/goro | pg-13 | faiee
“right, i was just thinking maybe i should let you kiss me first, to see how it works and all you know. and i shouldn’t kiss back or something. but i guess i should practice too, after all.”
⋆ friendly competition | nakai/kim | nc-17 | faiee
tuning out all the noises, and focusing on a spot just above the television, nakai thought of his math teacher at school, their choreographer who always wore gross tight, pink hot shorts, and dancing goro – anything to take the edge off so that he wouldn’t accidentally come first and spoil his own plan.
⋆ five things tsuyoshi wants to tell nakai-kun | nakai/tsuyoshi | g | faiee
tsuyoshi thinks that his leader sometimes forgets that he is the shortest member of the group. it isn’t hard to forget – nakai-kun’s presence is sometimes so large that even kimura-kun gets forgotten now and then.
⋆ happy birthday | smap | nc-17 | faiee
kimura leaned over again, but nakai turned his head away. “what do you want for your reward?” kimura’s voice was low, almost down to a whisper. “choose anything. birthday gift from all of us.”
⋆ follow me facebook me | smap | g | hereticpop
goro inagaki and 3 others are attending tsuyoshi’s vacation in korea (^.^)v
tsuyoshi kusanagi guys, it’s my vacation!
goro inagaki didn’t you invite us?
tsuyoshi kusanagi no.
shingo katori i did.
takuya kimura we’re going with you.
⋆ bite | kim/just-about-everyone, smap | pg-13 | hereticpop
tsuyoshi catches a glimpse of goro’s head thrown back, kimura’s mouth moving at his neck slowly and his eyes that seem to focus on tsuyoshi in the last moment send him a look so dark, it stirs some surprising feelings at the bottommost of tsuyoshi’s stomach.
⋆ your military forces disrupt my window view | nakai/kim | r | hereticpop
kimura takuya was twenty-two and had recently noticed that his sex-appeal was a weapon of mass destruction, of a nuclear kind. nakai masahiro was twenty-two and had just noticed that kimura takuya’s sex-appeal was a weapon of mass destruction. of a totally nuclear kind.
⋆ of toes, doors and chicken (the rest is just lines between us) | nakai/kim/goro | r | hereticpop
goro draws a line in the air connecting the middle of their chests. his fingertips brush nakai’s chest lightly before nakai can lean back. “what’s with us?”
⋆ anatomy of a tease | kim/smap | nc-17 | ficofthegoblin
kimura reaches out to touch nakai’s lower lip with the side of his thumb. nakai’s eyes are unsettlingly cool as he opens his mouth and curls his tongue up to meet kimura’s thumb.
⋆ kagami | nakai/smap | nc-17 | multi-chapter and complete | ficofthegoblin
once upon a time, nakai fell out of bed and into a different universe. with a rushing, squelching sound he flailed through the portal which had momentarily appeared beside his bed and, once through, fell up, up, up out of the portal on the other side and into bed, where kimura was lying completely naked.
⋆ goro, or nothing | nakai/goro | pg-13 | ficofthegoblin
“i’m going to turn on the tv. and the next halfway attractive male celebrity i see who’s within ten years of my age - i have to fantasise about him.”
⋆ alchemy | nakai/kim | pg-13 | ficofthegoblin
he was fusing to kimura like molten gold, an alchemical reaction, the perfect, calculated screen-kiss kimura had initiated transforming lightning-fast into something much more passionate, raw, hungry, nothing refined or pretty about it –
⋆ fear | tsuyoshi/smap | g | rz_jocelyn
his next expression was a full-fledge smile, not one bursting with exuberant joy, but a gentle and welcoming expression that just embraced tsuyoshi with its warmth.
⋆ lies | nakai/kim | g | rz_jocelyn
over the years, masahiro had become adept at stringing words together to make more than a sentence, witty, charming, sarcastic, teasing and always eloquent. hidden nuances, cryptic remarks, half-truths, all weaved into jokes and answers, calculated to draw laughter and attention.
⋆ only natural | kim/goro | g | rz_jocelyn
the tangle was slowly being unraveled, the knots undone, and it was kimura-kun’s tender, patient and determined fingers that guided goro as he struggled to weave the tattered ropes...
⋆ chasing away your nightmares | nakai/kim/shingo | g | rz_jocelyn
‘we just have to protect him, you know, protect them, and chase away their nightmares.’
⋆ hard promises | kim/mori | g | rz_jocelyn
‘angry at you for deciding to leave smap and pursue a career in the motor racing industry? nope.’ kimura-kun’s eyes hardened. ‘angry at you for not telling us, especially nakai, about it until we heard it on the radio? yes, very much so.’
⋆ boke to tsukkomi | kim/tsuyoshi | g | rz_jocelyn
tsuyoshi had to admit that he had once been afraid of kimura-kun; afraid of his fellow member’s sharp wits and even sharper tongue.
⋆ tenten | part 2 | nakai/shingo | r | honeyswallow
i did not have the heart to ask him then, because somehow, quietly and swiftly, he managed to make me feel something i had not felt in a very long time. i was happy.
⋆ my night is yours | kim/goro | pg-13 | honeyswallow
“i like this,” goro says softly, pouring the soup into two bowls, “it feels like something we would have done back at the dorm.”
⋆ that day at the beach (i was ready to ask you) | kim/tsuyoshi | pg-13 | honeyswallow
one day tsuyoshi would throw his calculator out of the window, followed by every exercise book and cube he possessed and become a cook, and it would be the first sensible decision he's ever made, because he and his happy smile belonged into a kitchen, not a lab.
⋆ because you need it | nakai/tsuyoshi | pg-13 | honeyswallow
"what am i supposed to do then, when you look like this?"
⋆ growing old in king-sized beds | nakai/kim | pg | misherru
“we all were young together, and by the looks of it we’ll grow old together too. it’s like we married… long ago… and have a very… happy… marriage..”
⋆ speechless | nakai/shingo | pg | silentchord
shingo will often lay a large but gentle hand on the top of nakai's head, as if he is a child. the warmth seeping through his beanie hat and making his face flush as shingo spreads his fingers out.
⋆ a crush to pass the time | nakai/kim | pg | livrin
he was all bashful smiles, startling eyes, honest to good vibrant laughs, and that sliver of sharp edge hiding under the unguarded look between pre-morning coffee and hairsprayeyelinertoomuchfoundation warzone.
⋆ one summer morning | smap birthday cake makes an appearance | nc-17 | ~anon~
there is something still dream-like about all of this, with the sweet smell of cake and the sweet taste of it melting between his and goro’s lips and the, albeit sticky, warmness of kimura behind him that lets him lean back comfortably and nakai isn’t even sure if he is standing on his feet anymore.
⋆ a walk in the snow | kim/goro | pg | ~anon~
snow settles on their shoulders, in their hair, but goro's breath is warm and his fingers are curled around kimura's, reassuringly tight with promise.
⋆ exactly where you should be | part 2 | nakai/kim | nc-17 | ~anon~
kimura pushes nakai’s beanie off his head to slide his fingers through his hair and nakai starts to kiss his neck as he is slipping on the tiles and if he doesn’t do something, he’s going to fall onto kimura.
⋆ caught in the middle | nakai/goro/tsuyoshi | nc-17 | ~anon~
"when i said I felt like i was caught between the two of you," nakai pants, twining his fingers in tsuyoshi's hair as goro prepares him, "this isn't what i meant."
tl;dr: Basically. I recommend nearly every single writer on here and what ties all these stories together for me is their ability to touch me in one unique way or another and leave me thinking about them even after the fact. I know they're not for everyone but I figured I'd try my hand at including a little bit of everything here anyway and this also gave me a really-really great excuse to re-read a shit tons of fics ahaha so this wasn't tasking at all~ ヽ(´▽`)/