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23 November 2012 @ 11:57 pm
this is that post where i try to seamlessly transition myself back onto lj  


I figure most of you know that it's the tumblr allure that pulled me away from lj basically completely this past century and a half BUT I PROMISE YOU ALL I have been creeping and lurking and stalking you guys and my friends page and comms on and off all this while so I don't feel as if I've completely emancipated myself from lj altho really from the look of my blog you'd think I had rite ;;

so the point of this post in the first place is me basically trying to segway myself in and try my hardest to act as if i haven't been on this badboy for ages ahaha and can I just say I have no idea why at least half of you still have me friended because i'm clearly a terrible person BUT i'm ridiculously grateful <3 all the same and have so much to catch up on idek 


but i'm trying to repent and honestly WHAT'S UP WITH YOU GUYS? tell me everything and anything because i'm genuinely curious and i feel so out of the loop it's ridick AND I MISS ALL OF THIS tumblr will never ever be the same it's so hard to connect to friends on there and hold convos and things

p.s. if my next post is icons or fic or feels or smth don't be surprised? but then again i suppose that's what my blog's always been about anyway lol so the heads up is redudant lol

this is me

also am i like the only one who's been having problems with the lastfm extension recently? it never reads my music anymore ide get the error signal it's all so strange it worked like a month or two ago but then just suddenly stopped. figured i'd bring it up in case anyone else knows why lol.

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☆.mochi~locket.☆: j-pop: Katori Shingo [SMAP]takoyaki_ball on November 24th, 2012 11:56 am (UTC)
Heeeeeyyyy!! ヽ(*⌒∇⌒*)ノ I've had that with lastfm as well...weird.

Is that gif from Monsters? Or he just pulls faces like that in it. /Asfghdopdsamd/~ I love that show! Anyway... up to holiday time & failing Uni stuff & not a whole lot, really. What have you been up to? (would say more, but 'zzz'/drinks hehee),s?
dictionarysays: shingodictionarysays on November 25th, 2012 01:14 am (UTC)
Hey heeeeey ヽ(๏∀๏ )ノ i even follow you on tumblr qurl but have i ever talked to you on there? nope. bc tumblr is one of the worst ways to converse with ppl ;; ISN'T IT? lj does that tho, one moment things are working, the next they're not

ahaha it is! I was lazy and just bummed it off of one of my tumblr gifsets I made bc yeah it's sort of apt and I just really like the drama so far. Ok you love the show rite? so i HAVE TO ASK. What are your Pi feels? I'm finding him pRETTY LACKING and generally really awkward in the three eps I've seen so far, especially in comparison to the rest of the cast shingo and i'm getting mixed vibes from the people I know who are watching it. tho admittedly, the majority of the Pi stans I've sorta run into think he's hilarious, so when I can ask I do: what're your thoughts?

You've basically summed up everything I've been doing, especially the failing uni bit lol. No holidays right now especially since our thanksgiving happened in early October, but we've got black friday happening right now too so that's sort of like a special occasion? idek. Oh and tumblr ofc, but I really want to cut back on the tumblr and get back into the groove of lj especially with finals coming up in the next few weeks and then christmas break which ABOUT TIME tbqh ahaha. apologies for the ramble you don't have to reply to most or any of this really
♫╠╡M.Đ. [ɛm.de:] ╞∞╡ зʎp ɔɐɯ ╞╣♫: § SMAP : Kimura-sanyue_akuma on November 24th, 2012 12:29 pm (UTC)

dictionarysays: tsuyoshi | 2xdictionarysays on November 25th, 2012 01:45 am (UTC)

but i swear i'm gonna keep this badboy going and properly re-insert myself and get involved in all you guys' awesome posts and sdksnfdosdjisodjos YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH I'VE MISSED THIS
Subbaholic D:ohmiya_sg on November 24th, 2012 01:50 pm (UTC)
I miss your creepy/silly SMAP gifs. :D
dictionarysaysdictionarysays on November 25th, 2012 01:52 am (UTC)
baww, I miss your SPN flails <3 bc i actually follow no predominantly spn-blogs on tumblr since i'm still like a season behind DD:
faieefaiee on November 24th, 2012 02:11 pm (UTC)
love you bb, i've missed you <333
dictionarysaysdictionarysays on November 25th, 2012 02:07 am (UTC)
guhh love you tooo bb, not that I deserve any of it lbr, since i'm a terrible person, but I've missed you ridiculously and i have some srs catching up to do <3333

i've been creeping loads of you guys the entire time tho and omg you've gone to so many concerts GIFT OF SMAP which i obviously read lol your flails and report backs are so adorable tho and feel pretty detailed actually despite the fact you always say the opposite lol you don't even get how excited i am for you every time i've read them THE KINKI ONES SOUNDED HILARIOUS AND SINCE YOUR FEELS ARE CRAY FOR THEM I CAN'T EVEN BEGIN TO IMAGINE HOW GREAT THOSE FEELINGS WERE :D and idk if this just makes me seem like a worse person bc i've clearly been around in spite of the lack of words ಠ⌣ಠ
Nina ♥ ☁ ☼ ★ ♬nunuuu on November 24th, 2012 02:29 pm (UTC)
dictionarysays: nakai/gorodictionarysays on November 25th, 2012 02:08 am (UTC)
ttokeruyouna on November 24th, 2012 03:04 pm (UTC)
HI!!! I for one still have you friended because I like you and I like your posts when they do come. ;D My life is pretty much the same every day so I don't have much to say about what's up or much to post about other than dramas lately (especially since 70% if my flist has vanished) . Uh, so since I have nothing to say I will end the comment. XP BYE!!!
dictionarysays: mr.childrendictionarysays on November 25th, 2012 06:58 am (UTC)
Hey!! ⊙ω⊙ you have no idea how awesome it is to read that considering how cool I find you it's quite ridiculous and I've gotta say 9/10 I've never even heard of the dramas that you rec but I'm always intrigued and I always realize how out of the drama-loop I really am lol. I understand your feels completely, day in and day out my days don't change too often either. I'm glad to see you're still active tho, despite the vast majority of us not being so P:
ttokeruyouna on November 25th, 2012 03:43 pm (UTC)

Yeah, I know I'm not the only one with a rather monotonous life and I don't blame people personally for not posting, I just miss the interactions, you know?

Lol I watch a lot of obscure dramas that have not been subbed and are difficult to find, so I don't know that not having heard of them really equals being out of the drama loop. ;D
Whoopdi-doo, what does it all meeeeeeaaan, Basil?: Taishige Dinosaurbasil_ovelby on November 24th, 2012 03:21 pm (UTC)
lol don't feel bad---i kinda think we've all been the same way? my lj posts have been few and far between lately unless they've been something like fic (just because i don't have anywhere else to put it lol). but just like... lj updates---those have been pretty sparse, and i think it's true for a lot of people. and even for posts just for flails or talking about something i'm suddenly into or excited about---i've already usually talked about it on both twitter and tumblr, so it feels like excess to post it on lj too. it used to be the only way i communicated with friends, but now aside from a few friends that i still only talk to on lj, everyone else is on twitter and/or tumblr too! XD;;
so it's like... idk.
i miss lj too though. it's a lot harder to actually connect, have a conversation, write more than a few words or a sentence about something.
dictionarysaysdictionarysays on November 25th, 2012 07:16 am (UTC)
That's true! Once summer ends and school starts up again everyone tends to get more busy than usual and everywhere gets a little more slow - whether it's lj/tumblr/etc. I think i feel more bad knowing i just took my usual lj-time and spent it all on tumblr instead lol. i think it's interesting tho how so many fandoms have expanded themselves completely onto tumblr so for the most part you can get by just hanging out there. ahaha that's the problem with all the social media tho! once you flail somewhere it's so hard to flail repeatedly somewhere else bc you don't want to beat a dead horse or smth idk. basically i totally get you even if the above is my convoluted way of saying so lol. it's good if the majority of your friends are on other platforms too! I feel like i've got a large % of lj friends who aren't on tumblr so i'm definitely missing out on all that by now hanging around here. AND ON TUMBLR YOU CAN'T HOLD LONG RAMBLY CONVOS LIKE THIS FOR TOO LONG WITHOUT IT SEEMING INCONVENIENT so yeah, there's definitely parts of lj/tumblr missing from each other fo sho.
maybe I'm the afterglowhereticpop on November 24th, 2012 08:29 pm (UTC)


too bad i'm on my way to emancipation from lj now, started two jobs this month and i barely have time to sleep. D: WHAT YOU BEEN UP TO IS MUCH MORE INTERESTING THOUGH? BUT IF YOUR NEXT POST IS ICONS OR FIC OR FEELS OR SMTH IT'LL BE THE BEST POST IN THE WORLD. who bolded FIC? :P

& best gif ever, Shingo-bb is the creepiest creep to ever walk the earth ♥

also yeah, lastfm extension has been totally fucked up for quite a while, but lj is busy making changes where no one needs them instead of fixing stuff that doesn't work. the usual shit.
dictionarysays: santakudictionarysays on November 25th, 2012 07:30 am (UTC)


omg so WAIT you got the other language school job too? HOLY SHIT QURL. UR A FUCKING CHAMP ♡ which isn't surprising in the least or different from usual but JS. ew tho, make sure you manage to get some sleep though and get a hold of some healthy sleeping patterns or smth or you'll just get the energy sapped out of you sooner than later :( on the plus side tho: you're going to be one bad ass rich motherfucker lol. IDEKW I SAID FIC CONSIDERING THE FACT EVERY UNPOSTED FIC ON MY COMP IS AN UNFINISHED WRECK TBQH LOL but i'm also hoping that coming back on lj will inspire to start them back up since this is really like the only place i post fic anyway. which btw don't think i didn't notice that multi-chap vamp!kim master!nakai fic idea of yours which JFC i'm ngl master!nakai slayed me so good bc i couldn't imagine it any other way lbr

That he is, and I love that he milks his creepy for every last drop i'd be lying if 90% of the reason i love monsters wasn't bc of bb's creeper face

ikr. saw they've been trying to change the post an entry page too which why. i like the way it works sure their could be tweaks but we don't need another unnecessary overhaul.
maybe I'm the afterglow: asdfghjkl kimuhontashereticpop on November 29th, 2012 11:00 am (UTC)
yeah, and i've been asking myself why in the name of god i thought it was a good idea to take a job in a school for kids. i want to kill the little fuckers all the time and srsly if falling asleep any chance you get is a healthy sleeping pattern then i got that covered but otherwise i don't think so. D: OFC I'M CASUALLY MENTIONING HOW I'D LOVE TO READ SOME FIC SHAMELESSLY BEGGING FOR FIC ALL THE TIME SO DON'T MIND THAT BUT I DO HOPE LJ INSPIRES YOU TO FINISH SOME AND POST IT BCOZ GURL HOW I MISS YOUR MINDBLOWING WRITING YOU HAVE NO IDEA [ALMOST AS MUCH AS I MISSED YOU, BUT ALMOST]
plz let's not mention the numerous multichap AU fic ideas i have and how they're waiting for some better time 'cause it's killing me how i don't have time for that DDD:

i'd make that 99% and idek what the missing 1% would stand for; it's such a waste for such an awesome character to be stuck in such an uninspired story and could someone please save yamapi from acting because i think he suffers, bless his soul

/BTW i thought i might ask just as well. we've sent a collaborative postcard, with apneatic, to you. has it reached you by any chance? 'cause i'm gonna be srsly pissed off if it got lost on the way. :|

Edited at 2012-11-29 11:02 am (UTC)
dictionarysays: tsuyoshi | 2xdictionarysays on December 10th, 2012 03:36 am (UTC)
nothing notified me of this comment apparently D:
i'm replying to this in no particular order just bc

BUT WHAT WHAAAAAT Y'ALL SENT A POSTCARD ;; BUT OFC THE ONE TIME I'M SUPPOSED TO RECEIVE SHIT IN THE MAIL IS THAT ANNUAL TIME OF THE YEAR WHERE THE POST OFFICE LIKES TO GO ON LONG STRIKES BECAUSE OBVIOUSLY STRIKING DURING THE BUSIEST AND MOST INCONVENIENT TIME OF THE YEAR IS THE MOST PRODUCTIVE but! there's a very very good chance it just hasn't reached me yet and isn't lost bc we're seriously still waiting for bills from like a month and a half ago D: sooo omg i will be hounding my mailbox with the fervor of a madman these next couple of weeks in hopes it comes soon. the mere idea you guys even did that makes me want to cry stupid happy tears so <3 ;;

but oh man i just read your journal entry and uggh so wait, how old are the kids you're working with? sounds like you're working with cray kids and adults tho. do you work entire regular school hours too then? and ok i think i'm just generally curious about how it's set up for you, bc my best friend is currently doing smth similar in that she's teaching drama in different schools with different age groups and i'm getting the idea yours is smth a lot more consistent. SUCKS ABOUT THE SICK THO :( EVERYONE's getting sick, i personally just started getting better from like 3 weeks worth of a cold and shit, so i definitely hope you get rid of it sooner than later before it gets worse there really hasn't been much smap multichap fic, nvm au, the only ones that come to mind are goblin's and rz's which is totally a shame but again multichaps require a lot more time and effort than one shots and shit so i don't blame any of us either; if only i had the ability to commit to my multichap ideas long enough to actually get past the ideas and a paragraph or two tho :*</s>

i'm srsly so behind in both priceless and monsters, but then again i've only seen ep 1 of priceless so far despite actually really enjoying it so i can't wait til i have legit time to do nothing so i can dl the shit out of those two and get back into them i guess

Edited at 2012-12-10 03:52 am (UTC)
maybe I'm the afterglowhereticpop on December 12th, 2012 10:32 pm (UTC)
good job, lj, reliable as always :|
i honestly don't know sometimes if post is the best or the worst invention humanity's ever come up with or if it's just one of those genius things in theory that won't ever work properly in practice. D: BUT OFC THAT'S THE BEST TIME TO GO ON STRIKE. >.>' srsly, tho, we sent it in October, lol, and after a month i started getting worried that it might've got lost 'cause you should be able to make it from Greece to Canada in that much time even if you were going through Hong Kong or Rio de Janeiro, ffs.
i have a photo of the postcard, though, 'cause apneatic thought sth like that might happen and maybe it's even readable, i'm not sure, but if it doesn't get to you, you can have the digital version :p

lol, now let me take a deep breath and not launch into a rant 'cause i just had a breakdown thanks to the joined forces of crazy kids, their stupid parents and the today being the worst day ever. >.>'
so basically kids is one job and adults is another job, and all the hours combined would make for a regular full-time teacher's job. with kids, we - as in the language school - rent a classroom in the kids' regular school and i go there and have a class twice a week with each group. with the adults, we go to their place, so if it's a company organising English classes for their employees, i go there and have the class in their workplace; if it's an individual client, i go to their house and have a class in there. so basically i have all these fixed hours every week, just in many different places around town. AND TOTALLY, EVERYONE'S SICK AND IT SEEMS TO BE DRAGGING HORRIBLY AND UGH D: and lol how i feel ya about committing to multichap ideas, i don't think i'll ever be able to finish one :p

priceless has been pretty great so far, well ep 6 was getting kinda predictable imho and i haven't seen ep 7 yet but it's terribly cute in general; monsters, well, you know my opinion already, i'm probably gonna finish it at some point for Shingo but that's about it. >.>'
Aiyamaedneichon on November 24th, 2012 09:49 pm (UTC)
Oh creepy/funny Hiratsuka-san~ sono mama sono mama! (seems like the show its ending soon, like too soon *sigh*)
I dont even write in this lj xD .. srsly there s nothing to feel bad, but its always good a short ranting.. yes, tumblr its not that fantastic ~~
oh well, it would be the same, it'll make me happy to see u here more often, cause thats how i can jump in and talk with you~ you know i like you :P
Anyway its hard to keep up with everything, i hope u are doing ok in your life, take care and hugs!
dictionarysays: tsuyoshi/shingodictionarysays on November 25th, 2012 07:40 am (UTC)
What? Already? How many eps is the series gonna run for anyway? I figured it'd be at least 10 eps hopefully D: I've only seen 3 eps so far since I have to wait for subs. That makes me sad tho ;; Hiratsuka is the entire reason the show's as interesting as it is tbqh! Shingo's great and creepy and intriguing and I really want to learn more about him, I think Yamapi's boring and his acting's awkward (sorry if you enjoy Pi in it, he just really stands out in terms of his weak acting especially in comparison to everyone else for me).

ahaha I mostly love lj for the friends and being able to talk to ppl, that's the trouble with tumblr, it's difficult to have convos like these so I've missed all of this. But in terms of fandom, tumblr isn't so bad, tho in terms of smap'dom i don't think it's nearly as strong on there as compared to other ones.

Awww yeah, ikr? If I'm on here more we can talk some more! You're just one of the sweetest people I know <3

Same goes to you bb, we'll definitely start talking some more again once I get my lj act together lol ♥
Aiyamaedneichon on November 25th, 2012 03:48 pm (UTC)
Its confirmed now that the show will end in ep 8 :/
For me the characters are quite interesting, i actually think its an impressive cast, but the plot and the genre its so obvious that it doesnt matter, i get it, you like Shingo better, he has all the lines and Tomo runs to his comands~ they dont have a conection so all of it its pretty much absurd thats its a mess.... writers did a very bad job, for all the expectations i (we) had with the show, i mean the main cast are super popular johnnys.. what it could go wrong.. *before going all mad for the 10000000 time* change of topic
I have a tumblr account but i couldnt keep up with it... so i actually move on to twitter and it worked for me to talk with severeal friends from everywhere..
i know, Smap fandom dosis its limited in tumblr ... but good love :P
I'll see you around then~ Ganba desu! <3
amorbufferamorbuffer on November 25th, 2012 10:39 am (UTC)
oh man I have been suckered into tumblr and twitter oblivion even though I miss LJ (I know what you mean the friends I have made on tumblr lols are the people that I've known irl or from LJ beforehand. There's no decent way to have a conversation. I am just so attracted to shiny things and moving pictures OTL) >< so I completely feel you ;3;

for me nothing interesting has been going on since I got back from japan, just being broke as usual lols! Also, I've been transitioning more and more into the kpop fandom and am always butthurt over NewS and happy that K8 is doing kouhaku this year (though JE countdown is going to be so empty 3: ) and arashi still makes me rainbows. Many rainbowsssss
And you???? How have you been??
amorbufferamorbuffer on November 25th, 2012 10:41 am (UTC)
dictionarysays: shingodictionarysays on November 25th, 2012 09:40 pm (UTC)

MONSTERS is basically 45 mins of shingo pulling all the creepy faces he possibly can while solving cases ahaha
dictionarysays: nakai/tsuyoshidictionarysays on November 25th, 2012 09:38 pm (UTC)
IKR they manage to pull you in no matter and even tho my original intention was just to multitask more, I eventually got completely pulled in by tumblr from the looks of it and THIS WAS THE CONSEQUENCE lol D: No but yeah, I have quite a few friends from lj that are on tumblr and some new friends too, but if only there was a consistent way of conversing with ppl besides inbox messages and fanmail lol. I'm glad you know my feeeeels too tho ;;

omg YEAH YOU WERE IN JAPAN AND APPARENTLY IN SEOUL DONGHAE GAVE YOU FLOWERS? nbd ahaha i need deets and stat qurl~ Ahh I'm so in and out with kpop myself like I listen to the music and catch up on variety shows when I feel like it, but I'm not nearly as stable with it as I am with like SMAP for example lol. AND ALSO there's just so many debuted groups and people i want to get to know more about but i don't want to fall in love with any more ppl either bc i don't have the time or attention-span to fall into another fandom either so i'm all conflicted about my kpop feels right now ahaha. I'M SO HAPPY FOR EITO TOO (admittedly i've never watched je countdown so i don't have any real opinion there but aren't they going to try and make it for both? they'd be late but it wouldn't be surprising either).

I've been all right, just busy with school and tumblr and as much fandom as I can squeeze in tbqh ahaha, so basically the usual P:
not famousdancing_donut on November 26th, 2012 04:18 am (UTC)
/unlurk self

hi. nyahahaha. im sorry that was an unnecessary creepy laugh. oh god, pls post more fic. i wanna read. tq.

Cynthia: Eito Rangersneivaxx on November 26th, 2012 06:21 am (UTC)
Omfg that gif. Shingo's creepy face is incredible.

Tumblr is definitely hard to leave! I think most of us are stuck on it 24/7 now lolol but yeah it's impossible to talk to anybody there. I've missed your pretty graphics posts!